♥ I was born to be somebody :) ♥

i dont want to live the rest of my life thinking about u and dreaming of what might have been ...if u remeber me then i dont care if everyone else forgets :)

u can't waste time over missing something in the past...life changes, people grow up and people grow apart, and u accept that...yet u still can't stop thinking of how good it used to be afraid u'd never experience it again, afraid u've already lived it and already lost it...have u ever noticed that when people say u've changed it's just because u've stopped living ur life their way?..blablabla :)

so this is my life and i want u to know that i am both happy and sad and im still trying to figure out how that can be...

It's like this...u have to have the nicest legging jeans, or the cutest floral purse, or say the newest thing so that it catches on...u have to be skinny, u have to buy this, wear this, say that, be on his side, her side, be neutral, have white teeth, have straight teeth, ur hair can't be frizzy, and u can't wear that because it just doesn't 'work' anymore...u have to go to parties, be friends with everyone, trust no one, pose like this, smile like that, tilt your head this way, and put ur hand on your hip, because that's how it is... :)


I WAS BORN TO BE SOMEBODY ~!!